Hey everyone:)So alot has happend since my last blog, I no longer live in LA and I am taking a break from the adult industry.I now live in Texas(which i love) and i am going to be studying to get my cosmetology license. I will always be a little sex kitten and plan to still shoot videos here and there so dont worry;) My life is finally where i want it to be . As you know from my previous Blogs ive gone through some hard times, but i am proud to say im still sober(weed not included):)Being in Texas is a big culture shock for me because ive always lived in the city( Vegas,LA )but i am embracing every second of it. People in Texas are SO nice!Leaving LA was a tough decision but I'm glad i did because I feel at home here and i'm learning alot about myself and what i want to do with my life. To all my true friends in LA(Ken,Danny,Robbrick,Simon,Candy Manson,Angel Vain) I MISS AND LOVE YOU GUYS:)

Morning sex

I have found the cure to all negative attitudes and pissed off moods...MORNING SEX!!!
For some odd reason every morning my pussy is wet, i'm not sure if its because i always dream of sex or having that morning wood poke me in the back oddly gets me going. But my pussy never fails and morning sex to me is like coffee to a cop..I GOTTA HAVE IT!...and if i dont, please believe my mood will not be at its best. The "morning wood" is my best friend because all i have to do is give it a stroke or two and its hard as a rock!which makes my dripping wet pussy very happy.
Point of the day; MORNING SEX ROCKS!






NYMPHO:
Someone, normally female, that eats, breathes, & lives for sex. She dreams about it, often playing it over so much in her mind that something she has never tried can be exceptional the first time done with another person. She is insatiable & always ready to play but that does not always make her a slut or whore, for she can be picky in her selection.

The southern couple that were truely ment to be...

Its sad to see their love fall apart, i thought it would work out right from the start. She loved him and he loved her too, he was always there no matter if she was happy or feeling blue. She moved to LA to get a fresh start, he followed here there so they would never be apart. As the weeks turned into months everything started to go wrong. The loved started to fade and money came in the way, they lost what truely mattered. Right before my eyes that beautiful love shattered. Is there such a thing called "love" or are we all alone? As i watch her crying on the couch wanting to pick up the phone. Wanting to let him know that she was sorry she didnt show, show him the love that he deserved, ....but it was too late, he was already on his way back home to try to find himself after being so lost..in the place they call "the city of dreams".. he left with his dreams shattered.

Another holiday alone...

Today is the 4th of July, one of the two holidays (not including my birthday) that i have spent alone. Hearing the fireworks and laughter made me remember how fun holidays used to be. On a better note, I felt pretty good today and overcame my sad thoughts and stayed sober all day. Moving into my own place on the 7th and got some new furniture today. Ready for a fresh start.

downhill from here..

Soo last night i took a sleeping pill (wrote last blog half asleep :/ ) I didn't wake up till 7pm today, but i woke up feeling so much better and stronger. I can already feel my body healing from the inside out. I haven't had one craving to do drugs today and i'm so happy. Another thing was i went online to check my bank account like i usually do every day and there was a lot more money in my account than i was expecting. Now without having to worry about putting money aside for drugs i can save a lot more like i've always wanted. I am very happy with today's outcome and i hope the best is yet to come.

If i were to write you a letter this is what it would say......

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Time to change..

Today is a very bad day for me. I fell lifeless.. I recently decided to stop doing drugs(weed not inclded). My body has been numbed by the drugs for so many years that now that i don't have them i can feel EVERYTHING. I am so soar and the depression is becoming intense.I know the next week is going to be very shitty for me, but it will be so worth it in the end.I am done living like this and I'm ready to get my shit straight. This is not only for me, its for my fans, family and friends as well. All i ask if for prayers and support. Thank you to everyone who had stuck by my side this far, and i promise you will see a new isis.
xoxo-
isis